1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:35,083 --> 00:00:40,000 NSA. PnP. Masc. Fem. Chems. 4 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:42,875 It's a world of codes, isn't it? 5 00:00:42,875 --> 00:00:45,333 A world with its own private language 6 00:00:45,333 --> 00:00:50,041 and its own private dialect of wants and needs. 7 00:00:50,500 --> 00:00:54,125 But I think the terminology itself can be loaded you know. 8 00:00:54,416 --> 00:00:58,500 For some people, the NSA thing - the no strings thing - 9 00:00:58,500 --> 00:01:00,500 implies something impersonal. 10 00:01:01,625 --> 00:01:03,291 Like there's no emotions 11 00:01:03,291 --> 00:01:06,583 no real intimacy involved. 12 00:01:06,583 --> 00:01:11,333 But some of my most intimate experiences have been with casual hook-ups. 13 00:01:11,333 --> 00:01:13,375 With strangers even. 14 00:01:14,166 --> 00:01:19,875 And people really have revealed some seriously surprising 15 00:01:19,875 --> 00:01:23,791 and honest things to me. 16 00:01:24,541 --> 00:01:28,125 And, I've made my own confessions too. 17 00:01:29,083 --> 00:01:32,083 In return. 18 00:01:37,166 --> 00:01:39,166 He still lives here, does he? 19 00:01:39,166 --> 00:01:40,708 Who? My Dad? 20 00:01:41,458 --> 00:01:46,750 Well, actually, he died just before Christmas... 21 00:01:46,750 --> 00:01:49,125 Oh, Jesus. I'm sorry. 22 00:01:49,125 --> 00:01:50,833 That's ok. 23 00:01:51,250 --> 00:01:54,875 Yeah, he'd been sick a while - he had emphysema. 24 00:01:57,000 --> 00:01:58,500 It gets intense. 25 00:02:00,125 --> 00:02:04,708 It's a bit like watching someone slowly drowning in their own body. 26 00:02:09,833 --> 00:02:12,500 Do you know what's weird? 27 00:02:12,666 --> 00:02:15,875 The whole thing made us closer. 28 00:02:18,750 --> 00:02:21,541 There'd always been a kind of awkwardness 29 00:02:21,541 --> 00:02:26,041 I don't know like a formalness between us. 30 00:02:29,666 --> 00:02:33,833 In the last few months - 31 00:02:36,541 --> 00:02:39,541 obviously, it was pretty difficult - 32 00:02:40,250 --> 00:02:44,208 but there was something really nice about it too. 33 00:02:49,916 --> 00:02:52,916 I'd never really realised how dark he was. 34 00:02:53,708 --> 00:02:56,708 His sense of humour. 35 00:02:59,583 --> 00:03:03,333 In the end though it's fucked up to say 36 00:03:03,333 --> 00:03:06,833 but you end up just hoping it'll just be over quicker. 37 00:03:07,166 --> 00:03:12,500 And when it does finally happen, it almost doesn't feel real 38 00:03:14,375 --> 00:03:20,000 it's fucked up to say, but you feel relieved. 39 00:03:21,958 --> 00:03:24,958 You feel like you can finally breathe again. 40 00:03:31,500 --> 00:03:34,208 Sorry. 41 00:03:34,208 --> 00:03:36,083 For what? 42 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:40,208 I don't know. For being so pill'd out of it. 43 00:03:40,250 --> 00:03:42,500 You apologise alot, do you know that? 44 00:03:42,500 --> 00:03:44,291 Do I? 45 00:03:44,291 --> 00:03:46,500 I'm sorry. 46 00:03:48,208 --> 00:03:52,416 It's nice though. Just lying here like this. 47 00:03:54,791 --> 00:03:57,166 I always find that weird with Grindr. When they're like: 48 00:03:57,166 --> 00:03:59,958 no kissing, no cuddling. 49 00:04:02,375 --> 00:04:05,375 Do you meet alot of guys off Grindr? 50 00:04:05,541 --> 00:04:07,958 I go through phases. 51 00:04:08,208 --> 00:04:12,458 There was a period there when I was going with lads, three or four times a week. 52 00:04:12,791 --> 00:04:14,791 You do end up with some weirdos, though. 53 00:04:18,375 --> 00:04:21,000 Like older, married? 54 00:04:21,416 --> 00:04:23,750 Young, old, married. 55 00:04:24,541 --> 00:04:27,000 I'm a bit of a slut, what can I say? 56 00:04:30,500 --> 00:04:31,875 You can sort of tell 57 00:04:31,875 --> 00:04:35,291 the ones that get, creepy or aggressive. 58 00:04:37,541 --> 00:04:40,541 But sometimes I'm just like: fuck it. 59 00:04:40,875 --> 00:04:43,875 Some of my mates even ask me if I'm attracted to them 60 00:04:44,250 --> 00:04:49,625 and I'm like...'no, not really.' 61 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:52,750 'But they're attracted to me.' 62 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:56,416 And I think that's what turns me on. 63 00:04:58,041 --> 00:05:01,500 It's the knowing that they want me. 64 00:05:02,166 --> 00:05:05,166 Or the being wanted, I suppose. 65 00:05:10,416 --> 00:05:12,208 Where's home? 66 00:05:12,625 --> 00:05:17,916 I don't know. I don't really think of Brazil as home anymore. 67 00:05:17,958 --> 00:05:20,958 It's been a long time now. 68 00:05:21,041 --> 00:05:25,375 When I was a kid, I lived with my Mom and my Dad 69 00:05:25,375 --> 00:05:29,500 in this tiny little apartment. It was very close to a river. 70 00:05:29,500 --> 00:05:32,500 One night when I was sleeping with my mum in her bed, 71 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:36,500 my Dad...he set the place on fire. 72 00:05:37,791 --> 00:05:41,791 He wanted to do it, what is it - a murder suicide or something like that? 73 00:05:42,250 --> 00:05:44,666 They sent him to prison after that. 74 00:05:44,833 --> 00:05:48,458 My Mom she...well she died. 75 00:05:50,375 --> 00:05:53,375 I only remember little bits of her now. 76 00:05:53,750 --> 00:05:57,458 At the time I don't think I really understood what it all meant. 77 00:05:58,041 --> 00:06:02,125 My Mom...she was gone. And so I was mourning her. 78 00:06:02,125 --> 00:06:06,583 But my Dad...suddenly he was gone too. 79 00:06:08,416 --> 00:06:10,750 It's kind of crazy, isn’t it? 80 00:06:10,750 --> 00:06:12,583 I had to mourn both of them. 81 00:06:13,375 --> 00:06:18,416 My Mom...and my Dad...the man who killed her. 82 00:06:23,750 --> 00:06:26,750 They look like...little mountain ranges. 83 00:06:31,125 --> 00:06:34,125 Yeah, I think it started when I was around ...13. 84 00:06:34,958 --> 00:06:37,958 I guess I kind of started because... 85 00:06:38,500 --> 00:06:41,500 it gave me this feeling of control. 86 00:06:44,708 --> 00:06:48,125 When people did stuff...or when people hurt me... 87 00:06:49,458 --> 00:06:52,458 it was like they could control how I was feeling. 88 00:06:52,458 --> 00:06:55,458 But if I did it to myself, then it was, you know, it was me in control. 89 00:07:01,916 --> 00:07:03,250 I used to hate them. 90 00:07:03,250 --> 00:07:06,250 I used to try and cover them up and stuff all the time. 91 00:07:07,625 --> 00:07:10,625 But, em, I actually kind of like them now. 92 00:07:11,083 --> 00:07:14,083 They're like a reminder, I guess. 93 00:07:14,458 --> 00:07:17,916 I don't know they're, they're like a map. You know. 94 00:07:18,500 --> 00:07:21,500 They just show my journey. 95 00:07:21,958 --> 00:07:24,958 From, you know, where I came from 96 00:07:25,458 --> 00:07:28,458 to who I am now. 97 00:07:30,833 --> 00:07:33,833 There's something about that calmness that comes after the sex - 98 00:07:34,041 --> 00:07:35,916 and, maybe, I don't know, 99 00:07:35,916 --> 00:07:39,791 the fact that you probably won't ever see each other again 100 00:07:39,791 --> 00:07:44,333 that really allows you to let your guard down. 101 00:07:44,541 --> 00:07:47,541 To be vulnerable with each other, I suppose. 102 00:07:48,583 --> 00:07:51,583 To be honest, much more than the sex 103 00:07:51,666 --> 00:07:54,666 it's these moments after that I always find myself craving. 104 00:07:57,583 --> 00:07:59,833 These days, it just feels like 105 00:07:59,833 --> 00:08:02,833 one big tangle of faces and names and bodies and bedrooms. 106 00:08:04,208 --> 00:08:10,333 You asked me what it is about these encounters that I find so appealing? 107 00:08:11,250 --> 00:08:14,250 Besides, obviously, getting to be a huge whore... 108 00:08:17,500 --> 00:08:20,500 I don't know if there's one clear answer. 109 00:08:21,750 --> 00:08:26,833 At one point, I might have said it's kind of - anthropological. 110 00:08:27,375 --> 00:08:32,583 Like you get a glimpse into another person's inner life, for a few quick hours. 111 00:08:32,625 --> 00:08:34,958 And if you'd asked me another time, though, 112 00:08:34,958 --> 00:08:37,958 I might've said that it's a way to experience intimacy 113 00:08:38,041 --> 00:08:41,958 without the emotional risks involved in commitment. 114 00:08:43,916 --> 00:08:45,666 But I don't know. 115 00:08:45,666 --> 00:08:49,250 I mean, there's different shades of loneliness, isn't there? 116 00:08:49,250 --> 00:08:52,500 There's that kind of loneliness you can feel even when you're around people 117 00:08:52,666 --> 00:08:55,666 like when you have good mates, a supportive family, 118 00:08:55,958 --> 00:08:59,375 even when you're in a stable, seemingly healthy relationship. 119 00:09:02,208 --> 00:09:06,791 Maybe it's just a way to feel close to another person 120 00:09:08,708 --> 00:09:11,875 to have a little company... for a little while 121 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:14,666 ..like, a little holiday from yourself... 122 00:09:14,708 --> 00:09:17,708 maybe it doesn't need to be much more complicated than that. 123 00:11:20,416 --> 00:11:22,333 You Cheng, are you asleep? 124 00:11:29,916 --> 00:11:31,208 He has fallen asleep. 125 00:11:32,125 --> 00:11:33,416 Is his door open? 126 00:11:34,958 --> 00:11:36,583 Yes, it’s open. 127 00:11:50,291 --> 00:11:52,125 Is this our school? 128 00:12:36,541 --> 00:12:39,500 Autonomous learning class 129 00:14:10,250 --> 00:14:11,250 Syu Jing Hao 130 00:14:12,250 --> 00:14:13,250 Syu Jing Hao 131 00:14:14,375 --> 00:14:15,375 Syu Jing Hao 132 00:14:17,625 --> 00:14:18,875 I am talking to you. 133 00:14:18,875 --> 00:14:19,833 Did you hear that? 134 00:14:24,583 --> 00:14:25,583 Yes, teacher. 135 00:14:25,583 --> 00:14:27,166 I don’t go to the eighth class. 136 00:14:28,625 --> 00:14:30,000 Agreement paper? 137 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,500 Where is your parents’ agreement paper? 138 00:14:32,375 --> 00:14:33,958 I said I am not going to go. 139 00:14:33,958 --> 00:14:35,500 Why do we still need that? 140 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,000 It is your parents’ sign on the paper. 141 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:39,125 Not you 142 00:14:40,166 --> 00:14:42,125 I am the person coming to the class. 143 00:14:42,125 --> 00:14:44,875 Neither my father nor my mother 144 00:14:44,875 --> 00:14:47,541 It’s me. Syu Jing Hao 145 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:49,791 Is it the attitude you talk to your teacher? 146 00:15:10,458 --> 00:15:12,291 Let’s talk to the teacher. 147 00:15:13,416 --> 00:15:14,541 No 148 00:15:21,125 --> 00:15:22,750 Don’t be like this, okay? 149 00:15:27,250 --> 00:15:28,375 No 150 00:15:29,666 --> 00:15:30,666 Please 151 00:15:36,375 --> 00:15:37,500 Too shameful 152 00:16:00,125 --> 00:16:01,291 Why don’t you look at me? 153 00:16:32,958 --> 00:16:34,250 Or you tell me 154 00:16:35,958 --> 00:16:37,250 where you were when someone sneaked the video. 155 00:17:25,041 --> 00:17:26,541 Turn off the tap. 156 00:17:26,541 --> 00:17:27,625 Open the door. 157 00:17:42,916 --> 00:17:44,416 Turn around. 158 00:17:57,166 --> 00:17:58,291 Still covering? 159 00:18:04,625 --> 00:18:06,291 Move away your hands. 160 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:15,583 Fuck, is that real? 161 00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,916 You can shoot from here? 162 00:22:16,916 --> 00:22:19,208 Yeah, you look at here and there. 163 00:22:19,208 --> 00:22:21,208 And even the window. Is it all the same? 164 00:22:38,958 --> 00:22:40,166 Shit, there is someone. 165 00:22:42,666 --> 00:22:44,166 In fact, I am not afraid if they watch me. 166 00:22:47,916 --> 00:22:49,833 Oh, really? 167 00:22:53,083 --> 00:22:54,166 And 168 00:22:55,291 --> 00:22:56,625 How do you know I am right here? 169 00:23:01,166 --> 00:23:02,833 How many times have you been peeping? 170 00:23:10,041 --> 00:23:11,208 What? 171 00:23:12,125 --> 00:23:13,458 Are you afraid? 172 00:23:14,833 --> 00:23:15,958 Afraid of you? 173 00:23:20,916 --> 00:23:22,041 Nice, isn’t it? 174 00:23:25,291 --> 00:23:26,208 What about you? 175 00:23:44,458 --> 00:23:44,958 Look she is...... 176 00:23:44,958 --> 00:23:45,875 taking off her clothing. 177 00:23:45,875 --> 00:23:46,583 Shit all off 178 00:24:07,916 --> 00:24:09,041 Shit 179 00:24:09,583 --> 00:24:11,458 Record it! Have you? 180 00:24:27,458 --> 00:24:28,458 Nice, eh? 181 00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:29,375 You do some exercise. 182 00:24:33,666 --> 00:24:35,000 How about pants? 183 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:37,458 Pants? 184 00:24:37,458 --> 00:24:38,333 Yes 185 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:39,916 They are comfortable to wear. 186 00:24:41,333 --> 00:24:42,208 Comfortable, aren’t they? 187 00:24:43,083 --> 00:24:44,750 Let me see how comfortable. 188 00:24:45,083 --> 00:24:46,083 Fuck off 189 00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:52,375 Go away 190 00:25:00,375 --> 00:25:01,458 You still know you should cover. 191 00:25:02,041 --> 00:25:03,333 Move your hands away. 192 00:25:08,458 --> 00:25:09,750 What? What happened? 193 00:25:15,208 --> 00:25:16,583 keep breathing…… 194 00:25:17,625 --> 00:25:18,958 keep breathing…… 195 00:25:20,583 --> 00:25:23,291 Breath in and let it out. 196 00:25:24,291 --> 00:25:26,250 Do it again. Keep breathing...... 197 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:39,875 Damn it! 198 00:26:22,458 --> 00:26:23,208 I’m sorry. 199 00:26:28,875 --> 00:26:30,000 Why? 200 00:26:38,958 --> 00:26:40,583 I don’t know. 201 00:26:46,208 --> 00:26:48,041 You haven’t done something wrong. 202 00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:52,750 Can’t understand you. 203 00:26:57,208 --> 00:26:58,958 I don’t understand either. 204 00:27:05,583 --> 00:27:07,500 If we knew everything 205 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:09,000 Why would we need to come to school? 206 00:27:12,166 --> 00:27:13,208 Right? 207 00:28:59,150 --> 00:29:01,070 Since I’m alone again 208 00:29:01,450 --> 00:29:04,740 I feel less and less lonely, truly. 209 00:29:06,780 --> 00:29:09,990 I don’t wait by the window when he’s gone to the shop anymore. 210 00:29:10,860 --> 00:29:14,450 At nights I don’t listen for his footsteps on the staircase 211 00:29:15,740 --> 00:29:19,150 and I don’t sweat at night thinking I won’t fall asleep. 212 00:29:21,570 --> 00:29:26,780 And when I sleep with someone, this person is indeed the first and the last, 213 00:29:27,530 --> 00:29:29,950 pure desire. 214 00:29:31,740 --> 00:29:33,950 I feel free at last. 215 00:29:54,900 --> 00:29:58,900 Though sometimes I miss the stillness in the morning before he was awake, 216 00:29:58,900 --> 00:30:01,490 waiting for him to open his eyes. 217 00:30:02,860 --> 00:30:05,780 For sure, I feel more balanced, 218 00:30:05,780 --> 00:30:07,860 more with my own self, 219 00:30:07,860 --> 00:30:10,450 though I don’t always like her. 220 00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:15,490 Sometimes I think about him like about an archetype, as if he was dead… 221 00:30:15,780 --> 00:30:20,110 Besides, my mind feels much more free from the very earthly issues, 222 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:22,700 because I don’t really live. 223 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:26,030 But I’m fine about this, and quite safe, 224 00:30:26,030 --> 00:30:29,490 and everything in my life begins to fall into place somehow. 225 00:30:29,610 --> 00:30:32,240 Although I haven’t met myself yet 226 00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:34,320 and I still look around while on the tube to see if perhaps 227 00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:36,700 I am sitting two carriages away from myself, 228 00:30:36,700 --> 00:30:39,110 I am beginning to understand that in fact I don’t want anything 229 00:30:39,110 --> 00:30:42,400 or I want everything, and I won’t get that ever. 230 00:30:42,490 --> 00:30:46,110 I even think that it’s kind of beautiful… at last. 231 00:31:01,650 --> 00:31:04,070 I don’t love you anymore. 232 00:31:08,150 --> 00:31:10,360 Since when? 233 00:31:12,820 --> 00:31:16,700 Since now. Right now. 234 00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:35,700 I won’t be lying to you. I can’t tell the truth, but it’s over. 235 00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:39,610 I love you. It doesn’t matter. 236 00:31:40,030 --> 00:31:41,610 Too late. 237 00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:48,240 I don’t love you anymore. 238 00:31:48,530 --> 00:31:50,530 Here's your truth. 239 00:31:55,860 --> 00:31:57,780 Farewell. 240 00:31:59,490 --> 00:32:01,820 Now you can despise me. 241 00:32:05,780 --> 00:32:07,570 Just go away. 242 00:32:07,570 --> 00:32:10,990 I wouldn’t ever say that to you, because I know you wouldn’t forgive me. 243 00:32:10,990 --> 00:32:18,650 I would. I would. I already did. 244 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,860 Why are you testing me then? 245 00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:48,200 - Because I’m an idiot. - Yes, you are an idiot. 246 00:32:53,110 --> 00:32:57,200 I would love you. Always. Always. 247 00:32:57,570 --> 00:32:59,490 But now go, please. 248 00:33:04,990 --> 00:33:10,900 Don’t do this, please. Let’s talk. 249 00:33:13,490 --> 00:33:15,700 We’re talking now. 250 00:33:22,320 --> 00:33:23,820 Fuck off! 251 00:33:27,150 --> 00:33:28,950 I’m sorry. 252 00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:34,740 - You don’t understand. I didn’t want to. - Of course you did. 253 00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:37,320 I love you. 254 00:33:40,700 --> 00:33:41,610 Where? 255 00:33:41,700 --> 00:33:43,110 What? 256 00:33:43,740 --> 00:33:45,070 Where? 257 00:33:49,490 --> 00:33:52,820 Where? Show me, where is this love of yours? 258 00:33:52,820 --> 00:33:56,400 I… I don’t see it. I can’t touch it. I can’t feel… 259 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:58,700 But I hear, I hear only words. 260 00:34:00,900 --> 00:34:03,110 Whatever you’re going to say. 261 00:34:09,700 --> 00:34:11,400 Too late. 262 00:34:13,070 --> 00:34:14,650 Too late. 263 00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:23,450 Please, don’t do this! Just don’t! 264 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,700 I’ve already done it. Now go. 265 00:34:34,110 --> 00:34:37,400 - You’re lying. Lying. - So what? 266 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,070 Who are you? 267 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:02,030 Nobody. 268 00:35:18,740 --> 00:35:20,240 I don’t know. 269 00:35:20,530 --> 00:35:24,150 Perhaps you should start only in whispers. 270 00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:28,400 Like we’re not supposed to hear it at all. 271 00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:41,030 Louder. 272 00:35:47,150 --> 00:35:49,740 Wojtek, talk to him as if he were an idiot. 273 00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:55,450 As if he didn’t understand a thing and you have to explain everything. Just a total idiot. 274 00:35:55,450 --> 00:36:01,450 Arek, be a caricature of yourself from a couple of months ago, right? 275 00:36:07,450 --> 00:36:11,360 I’m a hysterical Jula Roberts! 276 00:36:12,610 --> 00:36:17,610 A Hollywood diva. I’ve a big scene to play. 277 00:36:17,610 --> 00:36:19,610 And a feather boa. 278 00:36:29,740 --> 00:36:33,150 Or maybe start paraphrasing the lines? 279 00:36:33,740 --> 00:36:35,610 Don’t stick to it. 280 00:36:36,030 --> 00:36:38,400 Use your own words. 281 00:36:38,610 --> 00:36:43,610 For example, in your head you have a sentence like this "I don’t want you to move out", but you can say it with one word only. 282 00:36:43,610 --> 00:36:49,030 You say :“I love”, Wojtek, and Arek answers: “You’re lying”. 283 00:36:49,030 --> 00:36:52,030 You can say a whole monologue like this. 284 00:36:52,950 --> 00:36:54,950 Paraphrase. 285 00:36:56,150 --> 00:36:57,650 Where’s truth in this? 286 00:36:57,650 --> 00:36:59,280 Yeah. 287 00:37:01,900 --> 00:37:03,900 There’s no truth. 288 00:37:04,530 --> 00:37:06,950 Ola, where’s truth in this? 289 00:37:06,950 --> 00:37:11,360 - I’m not the person to answer that. - Why are you asking her where’s truth? 290 00:37:12,530 --> 00:37:16,650 Truth, truth, truth, truth. True? 291 00:37:25,070 --> 00:37:27,280 What do you need truth for? 292 00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:28,990 - What do you need all this for? - Yeah. 293 00:37:28,990 --> 00:37:31,450 If it isn’t for the truth? 294 00:37:32,740 --> 00:37:36,820 So, shall we play a game of truth then? 295 00:37:41,070 --> 00:37:43,070 You mean, I’m to keep silent? 296 00:37:43,450 --> 00:37:47,150 No! I don’t love you anymore. 297 00:37:47,450 --> 00:37:51,450 Arek. Maybe let it be Arek to establish the rules of the game? 298 00:37:53,110 --> 00:37:56,320 - But he does it all the time. - Because I’m good in it. 299 00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,780 Well then, start again, shall we? 300 00:37:58,780 --> 00:38:02,200 I don’t love you anymore. 301 00:38:02,900 --> 00:38:04,700 That’s my line. 302 00:38:06,900 --> 00:38:09,780 - Do you want to say it so badly? - No. 303 00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:12,150 - So what I am supposed to say? - My lines. 304 00:38:12,150 --> 00:38:15,450 - Do I know you lines? - You should, then. I can prompt you. 305 00:38:17,860 --> 00:38:19,360 Since when? 306 00:38:20,610 --> 00:38:23,400 I don’t know your lines. 307 00:38:23,860 --> 00:38:26,990 - Since now. - Since now. 308 00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,280 - Go on. - What should I say? 309 00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:33,780 Your and my lines. I’m so predictable after all. 310 00:38:35,780 --> 00:38:37,650 I don’t understand. 311 00:38:40,530 --> 00:38:47,740 You don’t? You don’t or you’re anxious it can be true? 312 00:38:49,780 --> 00:38:57,360 I’m a bit anxious, but on the other hand we’ve already decided that I don’t love you anymore. 313 00:39:02,030 --> 00:39:05,530 - Gibberish. - Yes, now it’s so melodramatic. 314 00:39:06,990 --> 00:39:11,360 - I don’t know, perhaps… the director... - ...should get control over the situation? 315 00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:14,860 - I’ve no control. - Exactly. 316 00:39:15,780 --> 00:39:17,650 I’m not a demiurge. 317 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:21,450 One last time and a sum-up so to speak. 318 00:39:25,110 --> 00:39:28,490 But you know what, it’s not really for us, but for You. 319 00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:32,740 A farewell to this dialogue. 320 00:39:39,700 --> 00:39:41,110 Cut. 321 00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:45,070 - I’m going to be myself. - You know what, I won’t be acting as well. 322 00:39:45,070 --> 00:39:48,860 I’ve come to the conclusion that somehow there’s no sense. 323 00:39:48,860 --> 00:39:53,530 You ought to invent me a form. You know… 324 00:39:54,490 --> 00:39:56,820 But I wanted you to be me. 325 00:39:57,900 --> 00:40:01,610 - All right. But how should I be you? - I don’t know. 326 00:40:01,820 --> 00:40:05,900 Oh, no… but how do you even picture it, how I’m supposed to play you? 327 00:40:05,900 --> 00:40:09,900 That I’m what? Be you? 328 00:40:31,950 --> 00:40:33,150 I don’t know. 329 00:40:34,610 --> 00:40:36,610 I also don’t know. 330 00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:42,650 But don’t be sad. 331 00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:44,860 I’m not sad. 332 00:40:45,490 --> 00:40:50,320 - You look as if you were going to cry. - Cry? No. 333 00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:55,360 - So what’s wrong with you? - I’m being me? 334 00:40:57,030 --> 00:41:00,150 You mean, you haven’t been yourself up till now? 335 00:41:00,780 --> 00:41:05,700 - You’ve been faking? Acting? - No. I can’t act. 336 00:41:06,860 --> 00:41:09,780 I can’t take this light anymore. 337 00:41:10,650 --> 00:41:13,070 I can’t. I can’t bear this light anymore. 338 00:41:13,450 --> 00:41:19,070 I can’t stand it. Nor this wind. My eyes went so sore. 339 00:41:25,110 --> 00:41:26,320 Sore. 340 00:41:33,450 --> 00:41:38,990 Two window exits in the front of the cabin and two door exits in the back of the cabin, 341 00:41:38,990 --> 00:41:48,570 Airbus A319 - two door exits in the front and two in the back of the cabin, and two overwing window exits, 342 00:41:48,570 --> 00:41:57,820 Airbus A320 - two door exits in the front and two in the back of the cabin, and four overwing window exits, 343 00:41:57,900 --> 00:42:08,360 Airbus A330 - two door exits in the front and two in the back of the cabin, and four overwing window exits, 344 00:42:08,530 --> 00:42:19,240 Boeing 767 - two door exits in the front and two in the back of the cabin, and an overwing window exit, 345 00:42:19,240 --> 00:42:26,820 Embraer E170 - two door exits in the front and two in the back of the cabin. 346 00:42:27,990 --> 00:42:33,320 Yesterday a child asked me: you’re not from Poland, ma’am? 347 00:42:34,950 --> 00:42:39,150 She thought I had Asian roots. 348 00:42:39,240 --> 00:42:41,150 It’s the hair. 349 00:42:41,860 --> 00:42:43,650 I don’t know. 350 00:42:43,950 --> 00:42:47,860 Though maybe it’s because I mumble. 351 00:42:48,900 --> 00:42:51,990 But there are so many dark-haired people. 352 00:42:53,740 --> 00:42:58,860 It may be a kind of eye position. 353 00:43:00,650 --> 00:43:04,240 I mean, all together, it’s all connected. 354 00:43:07,490 --> 00:43:14,110 My high school mate had been thinking for five years that one of my parents is Asian. 355 00:43:15,450 --> 00:43:17,950 Can you imagine? Five years. 356 00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:24,950 God. It was just… We’ve had such a laugh about this that it was… 357 00:43:24,950 --> 00:43:31,950 I’m not sure I should say all this so seriously. Jesus. 358 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:43,820 Because I must still stay sad. Right? 359 00:43:44,860 --> 00:43:47,280 After all it’s a suicide attempt. 360 00:43:52,150 --> 00:43:54,150 How much time yet? 361 00:43:56,070 --> 00:43:58,070 Just a few more minutes. 362 00:44:16,240 --> 00:44:19,360 You know what, don’t record it yet, ok? 363 00:44:19,740 --> 00:44:22,740 I’ll just go brush my hair. 364 00:44:24,450 --> 00:44:26,070 Turn it off. 365 00:45:11,150 --> 00:45:17,530 What are those voices like? Are they friendly, scary? Menacing? 366 00:45:17,530 --> 00:45:18,950 Scary. 367 00:45:19,070 --> 00:45:29,740 Scary. Are they female voices or male? Are those just words or I don’t know… Screams or whispers? 368 00:45:29,740 --> 00:45:31,280 Moans. 369 00:45:31,450 --> 00:45:37,280 Moans. Yeah, moans are cool. Moans, cool. 370 00:45:37,990 --> 00:45:40,650 And what about those moans? 371 00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:43,570 They tell me to scratch myself. 372 00:45:43,570 --> 00:45:47,280 - But why? - To feel the warmth. 373 00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:51,110 - Does it mean you’re cold now? - No. 374 00:45:51,110 --> 00:45:54,700 - Oh, so you mean with the voices? In that situation? - Yes. 375 00:45:59,650 --> 00:46:03,150 I look into my eyes through your eyes. 376 00:46:03,950 --> 00:46:08,650 I touch my body with your fingers. 377 00:46:11,360 --> 00:46:14,150 I run to myself on your feet. 378 00:46:18,820 --> 00:46:23,780 I cut my veins with my blade, 379 00:46:25,860 --> 00:46:29,860 the one I got from you as a name day present. 380 00:46:31,860 --> 00:46:37,070 And who’s this, the one who runs on your feet, 381 00:46:38,530 --> 00:46:41,070 with whose fingers you touch yourself? 382 00:46:41,070 --> 00:46:47,070 It’s myself. It’s just, in this way I wanted to show the duality of my nature. 383 00:46:48,860 --> 00:46:51,320 And what is this duality? 384 00:46:53,950 --> 00:46:59,360 Well, it’s... it means that, on the one hand, I’m well-behaved 385 00:47:00,030 --> 00:47:02,740 and, on the other, I’m very lost, 386 00:47:02,820 --> 00:47:08,240 and I want to demonstrate my dark side through the self-injury. 387 00:47:12,780 --> 00:47:15,570 And of which part of you there’s more of, 388 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:21,450 the well-mannered, satisfied… 389 00:47:23,860 --> 00:47:32,070 It depends, I think the evil side was initiated by the good one. 390 00:47:32,490 --> 00:47:34,110 In what sense? 391 00:47:36,240 --> 00:47:40,360 Well, the evil motivates the good. 392 00:47:42,200 --> 00:47:43,490 To do what? 393 00:47:46,820 --> 00:47:49,110 To being good at times. 394 00:47:49,990 --> 00:47:52,070 And which one do you prefer? 395 00:47:55,240 --> 00:47:57,610 - In my case? - Right now. 396 00:48:00,570 --> 00:48:02,280 The evil one? 397 00:48:04,070 --> 00:48:05,990 Why so? 398 00:48:09,650 --> 00:48:11,150 It’s more interesting. 399 00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:18,490 A teacher asks little Johnny a question. ‘Little Johnny, how do you spell “sea”?’ 400 00:48:18,490 --> 00:48:20,820 ‘Well, “s”, “e”, “a”,’ says the boy. ‘Why is it?’ 401 00:48:20,820 --> 00:48:24,610 ‘Because it alternates, Miss.’ ‘With what does it alternate?’ 402 00:48:24,610 --> 00:48:26,610 ‘With “an ocean”.’ 403 00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:32,110 Ok, let’s go back to those little cats. 404 00:48:33,030 --> 00:48:39,150 If that kitty was someone you want to kiss so much. Someone who turns you on. 405 00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:44,650 How would you like to approach him? 406 00:48:52,110 --> 00:48:59,490 I crawl under the bed, where’s lots of dust. I’ll call him: cat, kitty-cat, kitty-pussy-cat. 407 00:49:01,950 --> 00:49:08,950 I give him a string to play cat’s games with. However, he is not so easy to outwit. 408 00:49:10,780 --> 00:49:15,200 I give him some milk - let him slurp away! 409 00:49:16,530 --> 00:49:19,820 He’s turning his back on me and goes his way. 410 00:49:20,150 --> 00:49:24,240 I call him: cat, kitty-cat, kitty-pussy-cat! 411 00:49:24,240 --> 00:49:28,610 Then I pick my kitty up and even though 412 00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:37,490 I find him repulsive, I chew him in my mouth. 413 00:49:41,780 --> 00:49:50,860 That’ll teach him a lesson, that bad tomcat, Such a little puss. 414 00:49:51,860 --> 00:49:54,030 You don’t know what’s going on. 415 00:49:54,030 --> 00:50:01,490 Nobody bothers about my state, which means they have no feelings, they have no conscience. 416 00:50:01,490 --> 00:50:05,240 So they’re just like some animals, right? Like 417 00:50:06,110 --> 00:50:11,320 - Like some kind of biological and chemical machines, right? - Right. 418 00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:16,280 So tell him to live you alone, for fuck’s sake. 419 00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:19,650 To fuck off, because you can’t take it anymore. 420 00:50:21,240 --> 00:50:22,820 Take your clothes off. 421 00:50:46,860 --> 00:50:48,360 All of them. 422 00:51:02,240 --> 00:51:04,610 I can’t bear this world. 423 00:51:05,110 --> 00:51:14,240 I can’t stand this light anymore. I can’t take this light anymore, nor this wind. My eyes are so sore. 424 00:51:16,490 --> 00:51:18,240 - Hi there. - Hi. 425 00:51:18,240 --> 00:51:20,700 - How are things? - All right, I guess. 426 00:51:20,700 --> 00:51:25,320 - I suppose you liked it, and you’d like to try some this and that? - So to speak. 427 00:51:40,030 --> 00:51:42,490 Oh… You’ve got a big one. 428 00:51:45,700 --> 00:51:50,570 - Maybe next time we’ll meet with your girlfriend? - Maybe… 429 00:51:52,900 --> 00:51:54,700 Will you spurt? 430 00:51:55,240 --> 00:51:56,990 No prob. 431 00:54:50,530 --> 00:54:52,530 I am Shiba san 432 00:54:52,530 --> 00:54:54,030 I am Meow chan 433 00:54:54,530 --> 00:54:56,280 Not Squidward 434 00:54:56,280 --> 00:54:57,950 Not Patrick Star 435 00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:00,200 Two brothers 436 00:55:00,200 --> 00:55:01,900 Two funbies 437 00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:04,280 Bring yo friends 438 00:55:04,280 --> 00:55:05,820 Go party 439 00:55:10,070 --> 00:55:13,700 There is a buddy called Woody 440 00:55:14,030 --> 00:55:17,650 It's a little parrot that we love and hate 441 00:55:18,150 --> 00:55:20,070 It never says pika pika 442 00:55:20,070 --> 00:55:20,650 Pika 443 00:55:20,650 --> 00:55:21,570 Atchoo 444 00:55:22,030 --> 00:55:25,530 All it does is I hate you and I love you 445 00:55:26,030 --> 00:55:27,950 I hate you, I hate you 446 00:55:27,950 --> 00:55:29,900 I love you, I love you 447 00:55:30,900 --> 00:55:34,150 Pu li pu la la pu li pu ha ha 448 00:55:34,900 --> 00:55:38,320 Pu li pu la la pu li pu ha ha 449 00:55:38,780 --> 00:55:42,280 Pu li pu la la pu li pu ha ha 450 00:55:42,780 --> 00:55:46,650 Pu li pu la la pu li pu ha ha 451 00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:52,400 Shiba San and Meow Chan 452 00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:58,320 Full moon in the sky 453 00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:00,900 Reunion underground 454 00:56:01,530 --> 00:56:02,150 Woof woof 455 00:56:05,070 --> 00:56:06,400 Oops 456 00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:09,530 Reunion on the ground 457 00:56:10,700 --> 00:56:11,530 Hey kids 458 00:56:11,780 --> 00:56:13,650 It's Moon Festival next week 459 00:56:13,650 --> 00:56:15,950 Don't forget to look up to the moon 460 00:56:16,070 --> 00:56:18,820 You will find it so big and full 461 00:56:18,820 --> 00:56:21,280 Just like a family reunion 462 00:56:21,820 --> 00:56:23,780 Wow! So lovely 463 00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:30,150 But meow 464 00:56:30,150 --> 00:56:31,650 What's wrong Meow chan? 465 00:56:32,570 --> 00:56:35,030 You are an abandoned stray dog 466 00:56:35,650 --> 00:56:37,280 I am a stray cat 467 00:56:37,570 --> 00:56:39,650 We are both alone 468 00:56:39,700 --> 00:56:40,400 Oh dear 469 00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:42,650 Never mind, we are a family 470 00:56:43,150 --> 00:56:45,030 I love you, I love you 471 00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:46,280 But 472 00:56:46,780 --> 00:56:49,780 You are a dog, and I am cat 473 00:56:49,780 --> 00:56:51,280 Come on, Meow chan 474 00:56:51,280 --> 00:56:53,400 Don't be so stubborn 475 00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:54,700 You should learn from Woody 476 00:56:54,950 --> 00:56:56,650 He always forgets the way home 477 00:56:56,650 --> 00:56:58,900 But he is happy though 478 00:57:15,650 --> 00:57:17,650 Could you guys sign these cards please? 479 00:57:17,700 --> 00:57:19,280 I'm gonna give them away this weekend 480 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:22,530 Why so many? 481 00:57:24,030 --> 00:57:26,530 I'm running out of time for my homework 482 00:57:28,530 --> 00:57:33,530 Dear Bubu, please 483 00:57:34,150 --> 00:57:35,820 Alright, I will do it 484 00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:40,280 Guess what? 485 00:57:40,530 --> 00:57:42,150 I got you another ad contract 486 00:57:42,150 --> 00:57:43,530 Are you guys happy? 487 00:57:43,570 --> 00:57:44,280 Meow 488 00:57:45,150 --> 00:57:45,450 Woof 489 00:57:46,530 --> 00:57:50,280 You guys really want to be a cat and a dog? 490 00:57:51,570 --> 00:57:52,150 By the way, Bubu 491 00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:55,530 Where is your dad? 492 00:57:57,820 --> 00:57:59,150 Who's gonna drive you home? 493 00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:02,650 Don't worry, I'm on it 494 00:58:03,780 --> 00:58:05,650 Who else can sign the contract? 495 00:58:06,070 --> 00:58:08,400 Why is he ghosting us all the time? 496 00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:09,530 Forget it 497 00:58:12,570 --> 00:58:13,070 Bubu 498 00:58:14,030 --> 00:58:15,150 Let's go home together 499 00:58:15,150 --> 00:58:15,530 Sure 500 00:58:15,530 --> 00:58:17,030 We can practice the new move on the way 501 00:58:17,070 --> 00:58:17,530 Hum 502 00:58:19,900 --> 00:58:21,320 Well, sorry to trouble you this time 503 00:58:21,320 --> 00:58:21,780 Nope 504 00:58:21,780 --> 00:58:22,400 Thanks 505 00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:25,820 I gotta have a meeting with big boss 506 00:58:28,070 --> 00:58:28,780 Good luck 507 00:59:32,070 --> 00:59:33,530 What time is it? 508 00:59:46,530 --> 00:59:48,700 Damn it! 509 00:59:48,700 --> 00:59:50,400 It's almost two o'clock. Why didn't you wake me up? 510 00:59:56,950 --> 00:59:58,780 It's damn late now 511 00:59:58,780 --> 01:00:00,400 Can't you just stay here? 512 01:00:03,950 --> 01:00:05,900 You know my situation 513 01:00:07,570 --> 01:00:09,450 I don't want to make things complex 514 01:00:12,030 --> 01:00:14,780 Isn't it what you are doing now? 515 01:00:19,900 --> 01:00:21,030 Whatever 516 01:00:21,900 --> 01:00:23,320 I gotta leave 517 01:00:24,820 --> 01:00:27,650 What do I mean to you? 518 01:00:35,030 --> 01:00:35,900 What's wrong with you? 519 01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:43,530 I just feel like I'm always alone 520 01:00:48,650 --> 01:00:50,070 I am always here, aren't I? 521 01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:02,150 You ever know this kind of feeling? 522 01:01:03,570 --> 01:01:05,650 I'm all alone when I wake up 523 01:01:06,280 --> 01:01:08,530 I'm all alone when on weekends 524 01:01:10,530 --> 01:01:12,780 I feel like I'm trapped 525 01:01:13,780 --> 01:01:15,650 The only thing I can do now is wait, wait, and wait 526 01:01:17,450 --> 01:01:19,400 I am with you 527 01:01:19,820 --> 01:01:21,820 But sometimes it seems I am not 528 01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:27,030 Then what do you expect me to do? 529 01:01:28,320 --> 01:01:30,150 You think I can stay here? 530 01:01:51,400 --> 01:01:55,280 Relationship is mutual, man 531 01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:58,650 If you keep being so obsessive 532 01:01:59,650 --> 01:02:01,780 I can't help you 533 01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:22,450 Ben 534 01:02:28,030 --> 01:02:30,070 Ben Chiu, corporal squad leader of stage 2086 535 01:02:30,070 --> 01:02:32,070 I am nobody now 536 01:02:32,070 --> 01:02:33,150 I will be depending on you 537 01:02:38,450 --> 01:02:39,780 Fine 538 01:02:39,900 --> 01:02:41,950 Let me hug you a little longer. It's been really a long time 539 01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:44,530 Just one month or something 540 01:02:44,530 --> 01:02:45,320 That's pretty long 541 01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:47,700 I'm getting wet by your sweat. You dirty rat 542 01:02:48,150 --> 01:02:49,400 That was gross 543 01:02:49,400 --> 01:02:50,030 What did you said? 544 01:02:50,030 --> 01:02:51,070 Gross 545 01:02:55,400 --> 01:02:57,650 I don't get a chance to clean my room at such short notice 546 01:02:58,650 --> 01:03:00,400 Never mind. I won't score your room 547 01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:07,900 By the way, how much do you pay for the rent? 548 01:03:08,780 --> 01:03:09,320 Ten thousand NT dollars a month 549 01:03:10,320 --> 01:03:11,070 Ten thousand NT dollars? 550 01:03:12,400 --> 01:03:14,030 You can rent a house in the countryside 551 01:03:14,570 --> 01:03:15,570 It's different 552 01:03:15,780 --> 01:03:17,280 There's going to be an urban renewal according to my landlord 553 01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:18,820 That's why the rent is cheaper 554 01:03:19,320 --> 01:03:20,700 Ten thousand dollars are a real bargain you understand? 555 01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:22,320 You called it a bargain? 556 01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:22,900 Yep 557 01:03:23,400 --> 01:03:25,950 Holy. Taipei is not a place for people like us 558 01:03:26,820 --> 01:03:27,900 You got enough money to live on? 559 01:03:29,150 --> 01:03:31,280 I have a part-time job in the convenience store 560 01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:33,150 And sometimes working as an extra 561 01:03:33,700 --> 01:03:34,650 Guess what? 562 01:03:34,650 --> 01:03:36,150 I'm going for a casting tomorrow 563 01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:37,530 Hope I can be hired 564 01:03:38,150 --> 01:03:40,530 Wow. So full of promise 565 01:03:40,650 --> 01:03:41,530 Come on! 566 01:03:41,530 --> 01:03:42,280 You will make it 567 01:03:43,030 --> 01:03:44,200 That's gonna be hard 568 01:03:47,320 --> 01:03:48,650 I have no idea what I should do 569 01:03:49,280 --> 01:03:51,530 You just finished your service. Don't fret about it 570 01:03:51,530 --> 01:03:52,450 Take it easy 571 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:55,030 Take it easy 572 01:03:56,650 --> 01:03:57,820 So for the time being 573 01:03:58,320 --> 01:03:59,530 I will be depending on you 574 01:03:59,530 --> 01:04:01,700 Depend on me? Come on! 575 01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:02,900 Fuck off 576 01:04:02,900 --> 01:04:04,030 Please 577 01:04:04,030 --> 01:04:06,780 Stay away from me! Why are so childish after service? 578 01:04:06,780 --> 01:04:08,200 That's the reason I will be depending on you 579 01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:10,650 Ok you sit and eat something 580 01:04:11,030 --> 01:04:11,650 Deal? 581 01:04:11,650 --> 01:04:12,950 I hate you 582 01:04:49,280 --> 01:04:51,150 Whacha doing? 583 01:04:51,150 --> 01:04:53,320 I've got no room 584 01:04:55,530 --> 01:04:58,700 I've been sleeping on my own when you left. So lonely 585 01:05:00,650 --> 01:05:02,150 Stupid 586 01:05:02,150 --> 01:05:03,530 I'm gonna sleep 587 01:05:09,530 --> 01:05:11,950 Move your ass off 588 01:05:14,650 --> 01:05:16,320 What? 589 01:05:21,030 --> 01:05:22,070 Stop 590 01:06:56,320 --> 01:06:57,320 Bubu, what's going on? 591 01:06:57,320 --> 01:06:59,900 Dad, where are you now? 592 01:06:59,900 --> 01:07:02,200 Shrimp fishing. I'm too bored 593 01:07:02,200 --> 01:07:07,030 Then why didn't you take me there? I'm also bored 594 01:07:07,030 --> 01:07:09,150 Alright. I will be back soon 595 01:07:09,150 --> 01:07:10,530 Why you got up at such late night now? 596 01:07:10,530 --> 01:07:12,030 I can't sleep 597 01:07:12,030 --> 01:07:14,070 Why are you always like this? 598 01:07:14,070 --> 01:07:16,280 You go sleep in my room 599 01:07:16,650 --> 01:07:20,450 Quickly okay? It's scary to be alone 600 01:07:20,450 --> 01:07:22,820 Got it chicken 601 01:07:22,820 --> 01:07:24,400 Wanna hear a ghost story now? 602 01:07:24,400 --> 01:07:25,400 I'm hanging up 603 01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:44,900 Bubu my love 604 01:07:44,900 --> 01:07:46,950 It's been two years. You are one year older now 605 01:07:46,950 --> 01:07:51,320 Mom miss you so much. Do you miss me? 606 01:07:57,820 --> 01:07:59,280 Meow 607 01:08:12,950 --> 01:08:18,950 Last year when I came back 608 01:08:18,950 --> 01:08:24,200 You all were wearing new clothes 609 01:08:24,900 --> 01:08:30,900 This year when I visited you 610 01:08:30,950 --> 01:08:36,200 You all were growing healthy and tall 611 01:08:36,900 --> 01:08:42,200 Do you remember? 612 01:08:42,780 --> 01:08:47,900 When the lotus seed pods are full 613 01:08:48,950 --> 01:08:54,280 There aren't enough flowers but never mind 614 01:08:54,950 --> 01:09:00,280 I will paint all the leaves red 615 01:09:14,650 --> 01:09:21,400 Cash cow Meow chan and Home-wrecker Shiba san 616 01:09:23,280 --> 01:09:24,780 Luckily nothing private was taken 617 01:09:26,280 --> 01:09:28,650 Just hold a press conference and explain yourself 618 01:09:29,150 --> 01:09:30,030 What do you think? 619 01:09:32,030 --> 01:09:33,150 Explain what? 620 01:09:35,150 --> 01:09:35,950 Howard 621 01:09:36,820 --> 01:09:38,900 I know your relationship with Ben 622 01:09:39,530 --> 01:09:40,280 But you got to know 623 01:09:40,280 --> 01:09:42,400 What role you are playing now 624 01:09:44,150 --> 01:09:46,650 There are a bunch of kids admiring you 625 01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:49,780 Do you think those monster parents will spare us? 626 01:09:50,950 --> 01:09:52,150 Do you think they can accept the truth that 627 01:09:52,150 --> 01:09:54,200 Shiba san is a home-wrecker!? 628 01:09:54,200 --> 01:09:55,650 Shiba san is the husband's lover? 629 01:09:58,280 --> 01:10:00,400 The station can replace you anytime 630 01:10:03,780 --> 01:10:05,530 Can we say something like 631 01:10:05,530 --> 01:10:07,650 You two are just good friends. Please don't take it the wrong way 632 01:10:10,820 --> 01:10:12,200 I can't 633 01:10:13,150 --> 01:10:14,320 Then what are you going to say? 634 01:10:15,030 --> 01:10:17,530 Do you think Ben will admit your relationship? 635 01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:20,030 Sorry 636 01:10:29,150 --> 01:10:31,150 For Bubu, his dad will explain to the public 637 01:10:31,150 --> 01:10:32,530 That's not a big problem 638 01:10:35,280 --> 01:10:36,320 You? 639 01:10:37,070 --> 01:10:38,780 The big boss said you could have a long break 640 01:10:38,780 --> 01:10:40,900 After you've done this episode 641 01:10:53,030 --> 01:10:54,280 Howard 642 01:10:54,780 --> 01:10:57,070 It's been such a long time 643 01:10:57,650 --> 01:10:59,820 We are like a comrade 644 01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:03,320 If you get replaced I will be sad 645 01:11:04,780 --> 01:11:06,900 I know you decided on your relationship 646 01:11:07,150 --> 01:11:08,900 But what about your future? 647 01:11:09,900 --> 01:11:12,530 Just for this time. Think twice for yourself okay? 648 01:11:23,280 --> 01:11:24,700 Hello, Ben? 649 01:11:25,450 --> 01:11:27,200 What's going on with you and Ben? 650 01:11:28,150 --> 01:11:29,780 Would you please explain it to me? 651 01:11:31,530 --> 01:11:33,070 Why don't you speak? 652 01:11:35,030 --> 01:11:36,820 Go ask Ben yourself 653 01:11:37,200 --> 01:11:37,900 I'm hanging up 654 01:11:37,900 --> 01:11:39,650 You two are disgusting 655 01:11:39,900 --> 01:11:42,280 Good brothers? 656 01:11:42,400 --> 01:11:44,400 No wonder he was hanging out with you like every day 657 01:11:44,650 --> 01:11:47,400 I can't imagine what you have been doing 658 01:11:47,530 --> 01:11:49,280 Why are you intruding in our family 659 01:11:49,280 --> 01:11:51,400 You really want to know who intruded in whose relationship first? 660 01:12:12,530 --> 01:12:13,570 Howard 661 01:12:14,320 --> 01:12:16,900 Am I really dad's cash cow? 662 01:12:20,400 --> 01:12:22,900 The reporters were just making up the story 663 01:12:24,570 --> 01:12:26,780 What about yours? 664 01:12:32,950 --> 01:12:33,950 Hot here, huh? 665 01:12:41,280 --> 01:12:42,200 Howard 666 01:12:43,650 --> 01:12:45,400 Can you take me to a place? 667 01:12:49,950 --> 01:12:50,400 Bubu 668 01:13:05,780 --> 01:13:06,900 Howard 669 01:13:09,070 --> 01:13:10,030 What? 670 01:13:10,030 --> 01:13:11,070 I found Woody 671 01:13:11,150 --> 01:13:11,780 Where 672 01:13:11,780 --> 01:13:12,400 Up there 673 01:14:08,780 --> 01:14:10,030 Turn left there and you will see it 674 01:14:10,030 --> 01:14:11,280 Turn left. Okay thanks 675 01:14:12,150 --> 01:14:13,200 Almost there 676 01:14:28,030 --> 01:14:28,900 No. 5 677 01:14:29,150 --> 01:14:30,030 Bubu 678 01:14:30,030 --> 01:14:31,150 Here we are 679 01:14:33,400 --> 01:14:34,530 Howard 680 01:14:35,900 --> 01:14:36,650 What? 681 01:14:37,070 --> 01:14:38,900 Let's go home, shall we? 682 01:14:40,150 --> 01:14:41,900 Don't you like to see your mom? 683 01:14:42,570 --> 01:14:43,530 Not this time 684 01:14:46,320 --> 01:14:47,150 Let's go 685 01:14:48,070 --> 01:14:48,950 Go 686 01:15:03,320 --> 01:15:04,570 No 687 01:16:02,700 --> 01:16:04,780 I love you, I love you 688 01:16:07,820 --> 01:16:09,030 Meow chan 689 01:16:09,030 --> 01:16:10,280 What's going on with you? 690 01:16:10,400 --> 01:16:11,700 Woof 691 01:16:23,280 --> 01:16:24,150 Howard 692 01:16:25,530 --> 01:16:29,280 Why did mom leave me behind when she went away? 693 01:16:33,400 --> 01:16:35,400 Why? 694 01:16:43,320 --> 01:16:47,150 Is it because she forgot me after having a new baby? 695 01:17:04,530 --> 01:17:06,280 It's okay. It's okay 696 01:17:08,530 --> 01:17:10,400 Mom must be missing you a lot 697 01:17:13,530 --> 01:17:15,280 She must love you very much 698 01:18:43,400 --> 01:18:44,400 Tell me 699 01:18:46,650 --> 01:18:49,530 You spilt the beans to the magazine, right? 700 01:18:57,900 --> 01:18:59,820 What do you mean? Fuck it 701 01:18:59,820 --> 01:19:01,900 What the hell are you doing? 702 01:19:03,780 --> 01:19:05,070 I'm fine 703 01:19:09,400 --> 01:19:11,030 You know what you are doing? 704 01:19:12,030 --> 01:19:14,280 My family is breaking down 705 01:19:15,030 --> 01:19:17,280 Your family? 706 01:19:18,530 --> 01:19:19,780 What about me? 707 01:19:26,150 --> 01:19:27,820 Now the story played out like this 708 01:19:30,030 --> 01:19:31,780 Is it what you want? 709 01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:34,570 I don't know 710 01:19:35,280 --> 01:19:37,150 I feel like I can no longer stand it 711 01:19:37,530 --> 01:19:40,280 I hate what you are now. I hate what I am now 712 01:19:42,400 --> 01:19:44,780 I just want to be what we were like before 713 01:19:44,780 --> 01:19:46,900 How could that happen? 714 01:19:48,820 --> 01:19:51,070 Do you think I can abandon Niu-Niu? 715 01:19:56,700 --> 01:19:59,700 Yes. It's me that should say sorry first 716 01:20:01,030 --> 01:20:03,820 But you are now destroying me and also yourself 717 01:20:03,820 --> 01:20:06,280 What do you want to prove? 718 01:20:08,320 --> 01:20:11,650 I just want to prove our relationship 719 01:20:16,400 --> 01:20:18,150 Please stay here 720 01:21:03,400 --> 01:21:06,530 Daddy, you drank again? You smell 721 01:21:30,200 --> 01:21:31,030 Niu-Niu 722 01:21:31,650 --> 01:21:32,780 Niu-Niu 723 01:21:43,450 --> 01:21:44,780 Look, Niu-Niu! 724 01:21:45,150 --> 01:21:45,950 An air plane 725 01:21:46,400 --> 01:21:47,400 You see that? 726 01:22:24,780 --> 01:22:25,650 Howard 727 01:22:27,650 --> 01:22:28,700 Bubu 728 01:22:30,030 --> 01:22:31,530 Why are you here 729 01:22:31,650 --> 01:22:34,150 I want to send mom a gift on Mother's Day 730 01:22:35,450 --> 01:22:37,400 You are finally over it, huh? 731 01:22:37,650 --> 01:22:39,700 What about you? 732 01:22:44,030 --> 01:22:45,570 Howard, can you stay with me? 733 01:22:45,900 --> 01:22:46,650 Why not? 734 01:22:47,700 --> 01:22:51,450 I love you, I love you, I love you 735 01:22:51,700 --> 01:22:53,150 Howard, look! It's Woody 736 01:22:59,780 --> 01:23:00,650 Meow 737 01:23:10,280 --> 01:23:11,450 Meow 738 01:23:12,030 --> 01:23:12,700 Woof 739 01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:20,780 Meow 740 01:23:29,530 --> 01:23:30,320 Let's go 741 01:23:30,780 --> 01:23:31,200 Go 742 01:23:34,700 --> 01:23:36,950 When will you be back to the shooting again? 743 01:23:37,400 --> 01:23:38,150 Meow 744 01:23:38,400 --> 01:23:39,400 No idea 745 01:23:39,650 --> 01:23:40,320 Woof 746 01:24:34,780 --> 01:24:40,530 Written and directed by Chiang Chung-chieh 747 01:26:27,570 --> 01:26:29,530 Hey, sorry I'm late. 748 01:26:30,280 --> 01:26:32,360 - I got something for you. - Salad?! 749 01:26:33,610 --> 01:26:35,780 You can't just eat sandwiches all the time. 750 01:26:36,530 --> 01:26:39,360 But they're a lot easier 751 01:26:39,780 --> 01:26:42,070 for me to eat than salad. 752 01:26:49,820 --> 01:26:51,860 So, how was your day? 753 01:26:53,070 --> 01:26:54,990 Okay, I… 754 01:26:56,900 --> 01:27:01,990 - ...went out for a spin on my chair. - Yeah? 755 01:27:03,030 --> 01:27:07,490 Oh and just to let you know, 756 01:27:07,900 --> 01:27:14,070 - I am going out later tonight. - Oh yeah? 757 01:27:15,780 --> 01:27:18,450 - Where are you going? - To a movie. 758 01:27:23,700 --> 01:27:25,780 One, two...three. 759 01:28:30,860 --> 01:28:33,450 Okay, I'm off. 760 01:28:34,150 --> 01:28:37,530 - Okay. - Have a good night. Okay, thanks. 761 01:33:13,760 --> 01:33:14,890 Billy. 762 01:33:20,430 --> 01:33:23,430 - Hi, Craig. - You're drunk. 763 01:33:24,350 --> 01:33:28,220 - Is it time for my bath? - Not tonight. You're going to bed. 764 01:33:28,930 --> 01:33:32,760 - No, I need my bath. - Come on. 765 01:33:32,760 --> 01:33:34,050 Ready? 766 01:33:35,220 --> 01:33:37,350 One, two, three. 767 01:33:40,300 --> 01:33:43,430 - I like you. - I like you too. 768 01:33:44,470 --> 01:33:48,010 - I think a lot about you. - Okay, Billy. 769 01:33:51,010 --> 01:33:53,680 - Let go please. - Stay, please! 770 01:33:54,100 --> 01:33:56,600 - Stay! - Billy, please! 771 01:33:58,720 --> 01:33:59,800 I'm sorry. 772 01:34:05,720 --> 01:34:08,510 I'm sorry. 773 01:34:10,970 --> 01:34:12,890 Yeah, come on in! 774 01:34:22,180 --> 01:34:24,120 Hi, Billy. 775 01:34:24,140 --> 01:34:27,050 I'm Grace. I'll be helping you today. 776 01:34:28,470 --> 01:34:31,180 Where is Craig? 777 01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:34,140 I don't know. I just go where the agency sends me. 778 01:34:40,100 --> 01:34:41,760 - Let me help you. - I have it. 779 01:35:42,010 --> 01:35:45,510 Hi, you've reached Craig. Leave a message and I'll call you back. 780 01:36:59,140 --> 01:37:00,600 Hey, Billy. 781 01:37:01,010 --> 01:37:03,350 What are you doing here? 782 01:37:07,210 --> 01:37:08,500 I need... 783 01:37:11,340 --> 01:37:12,880 you to help me. 784 01:37:14,890 --> 01:37:18,010 I don't have anybody else to ask. 785 01:37:49,590 --> 01:37:53,800 One... two... three. 786 01:38:47,460 --> 01:38:50,380 HOLE